Just Today

Today I was finally able to get this to work.

Today I woke up with a migraine for the third day in a row. So most of my day will be spent trying to function and get all those things done that I had planned to do as I was trying to fall asleep last night and maybe accomplishing 3 of them.

Three days ago I ended a 17 year journey.

Three days ago I had to start a new cycle while untangling myself from a weaving of two people's lives.

Three days ago...I was at a loss.

Today I have to continue trying to start moving forward. Even with the migraine.

This entails packing, contacting friends and trying to find out my options, and trying not to break down and cry and make my migraine worse.

I can only pack so much because this little raven has nowhere to fly and living in a house full of boxes that I will be leaving and the person who I am leaving will be staying is not only inconsiderate to them, but downright even more depressing than it already is.

So I decided to start this blog, to get things out of my head, to chronicle this and, hopefully, better things to come.